me,myself and i

2011-03-25T19:15:00.000+08:00

♥

FREEDOM.

2010-11-12T21:00:00.004+08:00

The time has finally come. I've finally have no relations with school (Y) Gembira. He he he. Freedom or what? I really hope that all my efforts will be paid off. Cross-fingers. Amin. Anyhoo, holidays are here. I need to get a job. Like secepat mungkin gituloh. I'll will not rot at home and die. Furthermore, prom is only 6 days away. I know right..... SEXCITED! Ho ho ho!

Speaking of jobs, i've been thinking of joining back with 15 minutes. Shall i? Hmmm decisions decisions. Oh well it seems like the other jobs ain't giving me the thumbs up anyway. Bummer. I need to get the positive vibe starting. Come on now mind, soul & body, work with me here. Till yours truly score herself an awesome job, till then. Mucho love. Muach muach :3

2010-10-06T13:00:00.004+08:00

"Being strong was never really an option, it's always wasn't"

2010-06-30T19:13:00.000+08:00

HIATUS?

garr.

2010-06-27T15:16:00.006+08:00

There's school tomorrow. This is depressing as depressed can get. I asked mum to cooked me porridge for buke later but she turned me down as if i were yesterday's potatoes. And besides, i have a cold. People are supposed to be eating porridge when they have a cold. Even jellybeans can't make me happy now :'/

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The worst thing about endings is knowing that just ahead is the daunting task of starting over.

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I wondered what happened when you offered yourself to someone, and they opened you, only to discover you were not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same.

My sister's keeper.

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It’s a strange thing, but when you are dreading something, and would give anything to slow down time, it has a disobliging habit of speeding up."

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You said it would be as if you never existed. You lied.Bella Swan, New Moon

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I’m going to look forward now. Because I can’t fix the past, an I need a new direction so I can get somewhere better fast.

Liz Betrey

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A friend will know by the sound of your voice, by the look on your face, by the way you walk, by the things you do, exactly what kind of day you’re having.

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‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows how to make it work, or how to ease the pain.

2010-06-27T14:47:00.000+08:00

waffles i want.

2010-06-22T14:18:00.002+08:00

I am ecstatic as i ever can be. Guess what? I've completed my artefact. The best part was that i was the first one to complete. Whoop-whoop. So i went around poking the rest who are still busy at work. He he he. Is poking people being called annoying? No right. Anyhow only Khairul. I think he's just over-reacting. Ha ha ha.

Teacher decided to treat us to ice-cream. How about that huh? She's usually an annoying women but i have no idea what's up with her today. Teacher's got the magnum gold whereas we the children got the magnolia cone. Eeee! Mana aci! I decided to let it go since dad always remind me to appreciate of what is given. See, i is appreciative okay.

I bumped with bf and her mum on the bus yst. It's been a while and i miss her. We shall plan on a date okay girlfriend. Speaking of date, i've no idea what to wear. Oh well, go figure. Till then, hug yourself till death. He he he. Joke only :D

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Even though guys don’t admit this sometimes, we all secretly love holding hands as much as girls do.Unknown

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Sometimes the good walks right out of your life, leaving room for the great. Let it go.Unknown

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We don’t have the luxury of thinking … Some people make all the decisions for us.

The Boy in the Striped Pajamas

2010-06-22T14:03:00.001+08:00

peepos.

2010-06-20T14:44:00.003+08:00

I am supposed to be at my niece daughter's birthday at this moment but I chickened out. I rather stay at home and paint my nails or bake a cake or even clean the bathroom rather than listening to my aunt's ramblings about boys. Hidup. As if no other better things to think of like that. I feel like pouring glitter all over her face. Ha ha ha.

I've been in and out of school these couple of days. Trying my best to complete my artefact. As you can see yours truly have some trouble concentrating in class. If i was to be left alone, just for 2 mins, i'll start dreaming of universal studios already. Goodness. This habit of mine is getting from bad to worse day by day by day by day by day by day by day. Okay enough. Irritating or what? Ha ha ha.

1/4 of my mind is craving for sushi today. It'll be 3/4 by the end of tomorrow. I hate sudden cravings. Sad : (

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I don’t see much sense in that,” said Rabbit. “No,” said Pooh humbly, “there isn’t. But there was going to be when I began it. It’s just that something happened to it along the way.

Winnie the Pooh

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candles.

2010-06-18T20:24:00.008+08:00

I am mentally and physically drained out of school. I do not even want to remember what happened yst. All i know is that i popped some pills and i dozed off. I slept like a horse. Even horse sometimes don't sleep like me. Mum once said "Bom meletup pun kakak tak sedar punya". Ha ha ha. She, if asked to exaggerate, number 1.

15th june was baby brother's 9th birthday. We celebrated at JB except for the cake-cutting part. We even managed to catch the karate kid. Awesome movie. I absolutely loved with the capital L, Jaden Smith. You should catch it if you have the time. The only part that i hate when i go to JB is the people there. They see people like never see people before you know. Jakon or what? I is tourist not terrorist okay. Irritating gila.

I borrowed a book from the library recently. It was very thrilling until i dozed off back to sleep after reading the first five lines. He he he, till then :D

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holies.

2010-06-14T11:38:00.004+08:00

I can't wait for the last week of june. That's when my real holiday begins. I'm practically dying in here. I have listed (okay, not really) my plans during the 1 week vacation. Sunshines, we shall go on a kite-flying date okay or even ice-skating session. Family, we shall finally visit the waterfront park. Haziq still owes me a breakfast. Ha ha ha. I have so many things planned out. I wish i had more time on my hands.

I'm going back to school for design class this wednesday till friday. From 8.30 in the morning till 5 in the afternoon. Tak suka. If only i could pretend to be sick or something. I don't have the heart to see annoying woman. Especially when it's 8.30 in the morning. I'll just pretend she don't exist. She need to go fly a kite. She need to chill-chill minum kopi.

Have a nice day ahead skittles. I predict mine's not gonna be so nice today. Oh well. Toodle-loo :3

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mean mouse.

2010-06-12T15:14:00.004+08:00

So how was your day? Brother have been telling me that i'm annoying, which is obviously, not true. Anyhow only he. I am blessed with such dramatic brother but he is meaner than usual today. I dont like but oh well. A brother is still a brother.

I was absolutely ecstatic for student council farewell party. I can gladly said that i'm not disappointed. Gembira sungguh. Except for the food part. Ha ha ha. I is particular about food okay. At the end of day yours truly went home wet and drench. I was the lucky one to get poured with buckets of water for losing a game. Lucky, lucky me.

I also received somewhat like a goodie bag. Red colour you know. The bag was filled with touching wishes, a cd, a sc 2010 badge, a D chain and sweet cookies. I feel so loved loved loved. Ha ha ha. Haiqal wishes was the best. You know why? because he said he'll miss my hamster. Awww. I can even imagine that silly look on his face when he wrote it down. He he he. What a cute boy. Till then, great night ( :

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"Too often we are scared. Scared of what we might not be able to do. Scared of what people might think if we tried. We let fears stand in the way of our hopes. We say no when we want to say yes. We sit quietly when we want to scream. And we shout with the others, when we should keep our mouths shut. Why? After all, we do only go around once. There’s really no time to be afraid. Just do it."

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antiques.

2010-06-11T11:02:00.004+08:00

I have the world most smallest eyes among the whole of mankind. Kidding, bitches. Ha ha ha. But really compared to others, mine is like the eeny meeny miniest of them all. No contest there. It's okay. Small eyes are adorable. Adorable until can eat, he he he.

I had a terrific thursday yst. The menu for yst food was indian cuisine. Rise up and early while the birds are still sleeping. This part annoying. Prata for breakfast at woodlands checkpoint. Masala thosai for lunch at tekka market. Nasi briyani for dinner at geylang serai. Yours truly was a very fat girl yst. Ha ha ha.

I pestered dad to bring us to seranggon road. It have been ages since i last when there. Let me see. 10 years ago. I was on the hunt to find antiques and guess what? I bought one. Exciting. Finally after searching high and low. Okay this one exaggerate a bit. He he he. Even mum got something underneath all that treasures. Three cheers for us. In conclusion, i had a kick-ass time. Till then, avoid meeting strangers readers. Toodle-loo.

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I think about you once a day, but it lasts 24 hours.

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I don’t wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone.

Javan

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Before I lose control, there’s just one thing you should know. This is for real. This time I mean it. I’m coming clean, please don’t let go. I said from the start that you could take it or leave it. I’d prefer that you keep it. Don’t let go.

This Is For Real, Motion City Soundtrack

2010-06-11T10:52:00.002+08:00

back ache.

2010-06-09T09:59:00.003+08:00

What's up? I finally found the energy to pen down my silly thoughts. The last two days have been well, busy. With softball camp obviously. I had my good share of fun. But my back still hurts like hell after sleeping on the classroom floor. Floor is rock solid okay. I don't like.

Watching dead silence with the rest of the girls prove to be a test of ears and strength. Shout shout shout at every surprising scene. We are more scarier than the puppet itself you know. Hadzira never stop squeezing my arm. I think i have muscles already by the end of the movie. Ha ha ha. Atikah was sleeping soundly, ignoring the screamers. Soleha was at the back chilling. Action not scared only she! Hehehe.

Farewell party was fattening sia. There's pizza, nuggets, chicken wings and everything nice. Yours truly will never eat again. Bluff only. Everybody was getting fat by the minute. As for me fat (-er) ha ha ha. All graduating students receive the old jersey as a momento. I shall treasure it with all my heart. Cross my heart. No harm feeling-feeling a little : >

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"It’s just so hard to wait around for something that you’re not even sure is actually going to happen, but you can’t seem to give up when you know its everything you’ve ever wanted."

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Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something, loves something and has lost something.

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Pick the day. Enjoy it - to the hilt. The day as it comes. People as they come… The past, I think, has helped me appreciate the present - and I don’t want to spoil any of it by fretting about the future.

Audrey Hepburn

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DEAD PAN.

2010-06-04T17:35:00.005+08:00

Shitty Friday
Woke up late, miss a stop, walk 10 miles back to school.
Annoying gila.
Bad flu, sore through & sore eyes.
Zombie woman all day long.
On a brighter note, yst was kick-ass with sunshines.
Lunch at seoul garden.
Kecoh!
We almost burned the frying pan.
Ha ha ha
Bowling at kallang.
Got 2nd for first game.
Beginner's luck baby.
Trained back home home with circle line.
Now, i'm sick as sicking can be.
If this continue, i'll be dead pan by sunday.
Oh well.
Too-dle loo.

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When your last day of school comes. Remember to cherish every moment, every detail, every hug, and even some tears. Because from that day on, everyone may never be the same.

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All of a sudden, everything is tangible. For so long I was mid-blink, I chose to keep my eyes closed but everything is so close now. I need to remember to open my eyes even if that means holding my heavy eyelids.

Unknown

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cakes.

2010-06-02T14:50:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th birthday to her! Amalina, we hope you like the cake, the present and of course the shirt we sunshines bought for you. I heart you truckloads. Hehehe. Her surprise went wonderfully well. I had cake emergency situation but it turn out nice in the end with sunshines help. Glorious food at her house was super delicious. I lost count on how many times i added the chicken. We were fighting over the chicken somemore. Ha ha ha. Shy-shy cat. But in the end all chicken gone. I extra love her mum's jelly. Mouth-watering habis. Next task - learn how to make jellies. Till then kinkies :3

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Don’t think too much, you’ll think your entire life away. Just stop, close your eyes, and follow your heart. I guarantee you it knows the way.

365thoughts

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Life is gonna knock you down sometimes, and that’s ok. But what’s not ok is when you let life keeping you down.

Rondell Sheridan, That’s So Raven

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horses.

2010-05-31T09:44:00.002+08:00

Working with one pair of legs is never enough. I want to have 3 more pairs. Then can become like octopus already. Hahaha. Kidding, people. It's just that my legs were really wobbly after work. Maybe due to lack of exercising lately. You know since PE lesson has stopped. I hardly moves any muscle. Ha! That explains the excessive weight gain. Oh well, who gives a shit?

I am la la loving the Circle Line. Hip-hip. Why didn't they think of that earlier. It could have save my ass off from cramping too much. Bontot, expensive okay. Ha ha ha. Yst, i was such a happy gueber. I bought this blue shades that i wanted so badly i can eat a horse. Exaggerate only. Hehehe. It was on sale. A plus point. Oh love that Siti Nur 'Atikah. I had fun disturbing her until she want to cry.

Oh fuck. I was happily eating my hot and spicy shaker fries. My eyes started to itch and i rubbed them off with my hands. Now i am almost blind. This is what you called - a life lesson.

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Of all the things I’ve lost, I miss my mind the most.

Mark Twain

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❝I think everything in life is art. What you do. How you dress. The way you love someone and how you talk. Your smile and your personality. What you believe in and all your dreams. The way you drink your tea or your coffee. How you decorate your home or party. Your grocery list. The food you make. How your writing looks. And the way you feel. Life is art.